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2006-05-18 忙，忙，忙 ....忙死算了我的好日子都在51之后结束了，51虽然过的有点累，但是还是很开心的，悠闲的日子真好啊 。。。
昨天下班的时候才知道下个周末就要考试了，这次先考掉5门，可是我连要考哪几门都还米搞清楚，不知道挺不挺的过去，千万不要挂掉！！
这个周末再做伴娘，做伴娘其实有点郁闷，因为看着别人好幸福，嘿嘿，可惜我少根筋，感情上一直没起色，HOHO ... 前不久知道连大学的同桌都结婚了，晕哦，虽然比我大半年，但是因为个头很小，好像觉得还是我大类。
算算考试还有一周，而且还是上班的一周，没有一天是休息的，就算是我每天复习一门都来不及了，而且下班回家吃完饭一般都是现在这样的时间，7点半 ... 来不及！警报灯拉起了！！拼了闹！平时噶舒服，总要付出点代价的！之后6月要考试，9月要统考 ....好多事情都想做，却没时间做，可是不知不觉我已经是本命年的中狗狗了 ...汗，年华虚度心痛啊！
过了本命年，就算赶不上早婚了，那我肯定是晚婚的那批了，不知道会不会因为到时候年纪大了，身边的同学朋友同事都结婚了，没人给我做伴娘了，哭 ... 如果这个世界上从来没有结婚这个事情该有多好。 2006-05-05 Aviation - You Were My Everythingthis goes out to someone that was
once the most important person in my life i didn't realize it at the time i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so i don't really expect you to either it's just... i don't even know just listen... you're the one that i want, the one that i need the one that i gotta have just to succeed when i first saw you, i knew it was real i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel that wasn't me; let me show you the way i looked for the sun, but it's raining today i remember when i first looked into your eyes it was like god was there, heaven in the skies i wore a disguise 'cause i didn't want to get hurt but i didn't know i made everything worse you told me we were crazy in love but you didn't care when push came to shove if you loved me as much as you said you did then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit now you pushed me away like you never even knew me i loved you with my heart, really and truly i guess you forgot about the times that we shared when i would run my fingers through your hair late nights, just holding you in my arms i don't know how i could do you so wrong i really wanna show you i really need to hold you i really wanna know you like no one could else know you you're number one, always in my heart and now i can't believe that our love is torn apart refrain:i need you and i miss you and i want you and i love you 'cause i wanna hold you, i wanna kiss you you were my everything and i really miss you (2x) i knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man and then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand the thought of that just shatters my heart it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart at times we was off i was scared to show you now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you without you, everything seems strange your name is forever planted in my brain damn it, i'm insane, take away the pain take away the hurt baby, we can make it work what about when you looked into my eyes told me you loved me as you would hugged me i guess everything you said was a lie i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes now i'm not even a thought in your mind i can see clearly, my love is not blind refrain i just wish everything could have turned out differently i had a special feeling about you i thought maybe you did too you would understand, but... no matter what, you'll always be in my heart you'll always be my baby our first day, it seemed so magical i remember all the time that i had with you remember when you first came to my house? you looked like an angel wearing that blouse we hit it off, i knew it was real but now i can't take all the pain that i feel reach in your heart, i know i'm still there i don't wanna hear that you no longer care remember the times? remember when we kissed? i didn't think you would ever do me like this i didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess you said you were my best friend, was that a lie? now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy i tried, i tried, i tried, and i'm trying now on the inside it feels like i'm dying refrain [talking] and i do miss you i just thought we were meant to be i guess now, we'll never know the only thing i want is for you to be happy whether it be with me, or without me i just want you to be happy
中文：
相忘江湖我的世界是一座空城
没有悲伤，没有快乐
我一直用麻木来安慰自己。
嘉年华~前天去嘉年华了，人多天气热，不过心情也很好，虽然到傍晚的时候意外发现偶的手机掉了，55555，默哀三分钟 ...
后来去买了新手机，选了一款西门子的2000大米以下的，以后买手机都不买贵的了 ... 本名年丢个手机不过分吧：）新手机我也很喜欢的，嘿嘿。
我的运气不错，赢了很多WAWA，在嘉年华看看别人算是比较成功的了，抱都抱不下，嘿嘿，开心啊！还拍了很多PL的照片，很喜欢我的新发型，PS热情大增 ~~ HOHO，在此谢谢潘潘同学的推荐发型师，目前决定以后俺的头都交给他了。
我赢来的娃娃们，哈哈！
2006-05-01 换发型了今天在潘潘的推荐下，去了乔治剪发，又把头发剪短了，半长不短的，好像恢复到一年多前的样子，呵呵。头发折腾的太厉害，总是要剪掉的。短点的样子也还喜欢，清爽许多，希望带着我的新发型来过个愉快的夏天吧：） Wedding Day这几天累的天昏地暗，只有自己知道，一天就睡4、5个小时，白天还要结合进行体力劳动和脑力劳动 ...因为一个上司要结婚了，5月6日，在新开元。一开始，我的工作被安排去帮个忙，后来我自告奋勇说这几天他们拍婚纱照的时候去帮忙多拍点，于是辛苦了两三天，还好我做的照片他们都很喜欢，呵呵，今天他们去影楼里看了样照，竟然打电话告诉说还是我拍的好，后期也做的好。他们在影楼连海报也没定，呵呵，不知道最后能不能用上我做的照片在婚礼那天的喜筵上当海报。很高兴第一次有模特给偶拍啊，辛苦点也无妨，以前都只能改改自己的照片，看着自己的圆脸PS的热情荡然无存 ....汗！ 结婚看起来真的不错啊，他们一对也是抗战8年的那种，最后有了一个甜蜜的结局，LG看起来也很爱很疼LP的那种，LP也很可爱很漂亮的那种，不错不错。我跟着他们拍了两天的婚纱照，除了辛苦两天之外，还受了两天刺激 ... 他们这样真的很好，但是我呢... 感慨总是难免的，我对自己说。 这几天突然萌发出的念头1是存点钱买部好点的相机，估计还能赚点外快，呵呵。2是我要好好享受单身的日子，无论它将会持续多久，起码现在的我还是乐在其中，而且比以前预期我的表现要好的多的多，甚至有点好像突然发现原来自己要的就是这样的生活 .... 话说回来，后来由于我出色的摄影技术和热情的服务态度，以及孜孜不倦的敬业精神，由婚礼打杂荣升为伴娘兼摄影，呵呵，喜上眉梢也~ 希望我拍的照片能放在那天的喜宴上，祝福一对新人，是我本命年做的目前最开心的一件事。 这样一来，今年要做三次伴娘，听人说伴娘一生只能做三次，不然就嫁不出去了，呵呵。 前天拍照之余，我的大头照，脸真圆，郁闷中 .... |
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